I’ve been feeling upset and pissed off these past few days. Not only is school being rough on me, but everything seems to be coming down on my head. I’m busy as hell, and just spread too thin. I have several things due all at once last/this week. John has been in a horrid mood all week because of finals. He’s been terribly busy when I’m not, and free when I’m busy. I’m just having trouble dealing with all of the things I have to deal with without any support. It all just.. busy work too.. like doing the things I’m doing, but I never get to just sit around and do what i want to do anymore. I barely see my friends (those that call me anymore, at least), I never get to draw, I don’t touch my movies.. etc. It’s as if everyone gets too busy for me when I need them. I get sad and lonely, and everyone else decides that they either have better things to do, have to do other things, or simply don’t want to talk to me at all. ::sigh:: Sometimes I wonder if I’m not just a total bitch and no one wants to talk to me anymore. Maybe I smell bad or something…