Red Shoes

10758 I’ve got new red shoes! Why, you ask? Because they were $13 at Payless, and I do everything my sister tells me to. 🙂 I decided that I needed to be girly and go spend some money, mostly on stuff I need for Valentine’s day. I called up Meggie and begged her to come buy the stuff I needed for me because I have $3 in my account right now. She and I went shopping in the mall, and stopped in at Payless on out way out. I’d been eyeing this style of shoe all that trip, so when I found some in red, Meggie said “Get them!” and I said “okay.” 🙂 I like them a lot! That’s me being girly, and you’ll have to excuse the ramble, but I have a nasty headache. In a good mood though, because I have red shoes! The rest of the photos are in the random album in the gallery.

As far as this past week has been, this is one of the two times I’ve been in a good mood the whole week. This whole week I’ve been worried and depressed. Most of it was hormones due to ‘that time of the month’, but some of it was me worrying over John and I. For a while now I’ve been feeling.. bored and unexcited. This applies to my job, my life.. etc. I’ve been feeling like nothing’s exciting anymore, and I’m a person that needs excitement. I have to feel like that day was worth getting up for, and there was something new to see or do. Lately, my job’s been the same, my life’s been the same, the weather’s been the same, and John and I’s relationship has been the same. I’ve been feeling like I’ve lived this life already, so I get testy and unhappy, and nit-pick all the things I don’t. This unfortunately, includes poor John. I’ve been nagging him to death about things that aren’t important, and it’s really been mean. I’ve also been worried about a few other things concerning my relationship with him, but those are not things I’m all that comfortable talking about here. I finally talked to him about my fears, and got everything fixed. I’m feeling a lot better, and it’s nice to be myself again.